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small p4 ren ([personal profile] mountainfoggedlotus) wrote2024-08-19 01:00 am
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Hey there! This is Ren. Uh, the smaller one. Mini-Joker.
You can leave a message after the beep, I guess.
Or text me. Actually, please text me. Unless you're Raven.
Anyway. Do I make the beeping sound, or...? Uh. Beeeeeeeep.
[ Beep ].
vessel_ken_amada: (mc-hurt)

[personal profile] vessel_ken_amada 2024-08-19 06:08 am (UTC)(link)
A few days after the party, while Ken still hasn't been back home.

Hello Ren-kun,

I am not sure how much Raven has told you, but I think you deserve the truth, so it is time for me to come clean.

I am someone you should stay away from. I have already told you that I am not human, but the truth is much worse than that. In truth, I am an abomination, a mockery of nature and anything good. The only thing human about me are remains badly stitched together. My very existence is an offense to this world and should have never happened.

Not only that, but it is dangerous for you to stay close. Not only could I lose control of myself, but the only reason I am alive is to fulfill a mission, and the only possible ending is a bad one. You will get hurt, no matter what.

This is why you should stay away from me. I hope you understand.

Yours truly,
Ken Amada
vessel_ken_amada: (mc-sad)

[personal profile] vessel_ken_amada 2024-08-19 06:19 am (UTC)(link)
This is not just a sleep-deprived rant. Everything I said was true. You can confirm with Raven that I have talked about all the elements above repeatedly with him.

In any case, it wasn't my intention to bother you while you were sleeping. Goodnight. I hope you will consider staying away from me, for your own good.
vessel_ken_amada: (mc-hurt)

[personal profile] vessel_ken_amada 2024-08-19 06:37 am (UTC)(link)
[The next day, early in the afternoon, a very short text arrives.]

Why me?

[Why bother with him? Why try to be friend with him in particular when there are so many other people? He is an abomination, and he will hurt everyone that gets close. Why???]
vessel_ken_amada: (mc-sad)

[personal profile] vessel_ken_amada 2024-08-19 08:54 pm (UTC)(link)
[The answer again takes some time to arrive.]

Maybe you don't need a reason, but I just can't understand why you would want to be friends with someone who can only bring you bad things.
vessel_ken_amada: (mc-smile)

[personal profile] vessel_ken_amada 2024-08-20 05:57 am (UTC)(link)
[Ken doesn't send an answer for a while, but right before he finally comes back home from his self-imposed exile, Ren gets another text.]

Well, if we're gonna be friends despite everything, I'll do my best to give you more fun moments.